literally translates into " yes, I understand (from this point forward)" from Japanese. and thats what I got to tell the world Yes, I understand (from this point forward): -people are going to love me or hate me for the same exact reason -only souled samaritans want to bring you up when you're down -that I just may be a souled samaritan -even though I was born with a weaker deck of cards, my journey is not pointless -people born with royal straight flushes create their own problems ...

excuse me if I hurt your feelings I didn't mean to cock block the two southern phrases that are said in any situation who cares if they're true or not jesus I'm in my prime the prime of my mental stability is here and I bathe in the climax of confidence that has made its debut respect me for me and the people actually do and its wonderful

snap back to the reality of your existence realize that you can't stand still forever and that you have to raise your standards I'm growing up removing the racist standards that where planted there by the south never been a victim so I don't have the right tells me the soft-spoken crowds that pretend to sympathize stagnant mess, what I was for so long find some direction good advice, but so hard to realize alone for now, but I need a crutch or so I tell myself I tell the...

baby I'm a little buzzed right now so excuse my flow of emotion. you're beautiful, friggin beautiful every moment spent with you makes me a better person you understand me most of the time and even when you don't you have the decency to pretend like you do I know life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness won't let us be together for too long but you're the benchmark mofo the friggin benchmark, "how you like me now?" baby i wrote you such sweet things in the letters that you w...

and he's still the same asshole that he was when he left nothings changed i scream more insane things to his face because now I know more grow the fuck up billy grow the fuck up you're the hurt little boy that's no ones first priority and you like friends that don't see your heart I fucking believed you had one for a couple of my years me and your fucking mother you stupid cocky self-centered ultimately racist mother fucker please spare me your insanity spare me your cops a...

In the Arms of an Ex that hurt you like a habit in the arms of someone you don't want to villafy in the memories of a beatiful soldier the beautiful soldier that know nothing else 2 unset phone calls and I think of nothing but Iraq This two timing bitch doesn't know how to deal the ex is being nice and I'm a needy bitch I need comfort I need emotion to function interaction says the outkast little faggot boy who would be a cute girl who needs to look for more than acceptance...

remove yourself from the victim the key to happiness the key to victory the key to fucking success succeed and do the grind fain the existence of a hard worker when the victims get too close remove them they're nothing but victims anyways

avoid the non-american over desperate cock seeking mother fucker that is so nice he's nice but I don't want to fuck him am I a NBU? nice but ugly am I just over eager, not in shape and simply not american not american not cool not fucking american 'I'm good enough for socialization but not good enough not fucking american I live my life and you live yours with no help from my friends oh lord wont you buy me a mercedez benz

tease me I'm an easy target and I give you the right response as the gang of sexed persons swarm around you and your horny eyes do too much talking thank you for being nice says the 15 year veteran there's so few of us left ---shut the fuck up and put out old man I don't need your political commentary on my personality just lay me motha fucka put out i flirt with admiration inside I dance with desire the desire to be held by one that has never hurt me that never intentionall...

so that's my look for today my look that I'm wearing my look that I'm claiming reduce the use of the F word for the first time ever its not necessary and it makes you look really unintellectual so my baby is doing okay and I found a way to communicate with him he makes me happy mothafucka jonny jon is here and totally complimenting my existence at this time bobber bob is coming and going to be a verbally abusive loser as usual but not to me, mothafucka who crazy, you cur...

so i spent the last year or so screaming out all my theories screaming out how fucked up the world is screaming out my worst fears screaming, fucking screaming screaming what i didn't want to believe screaming things again and again and again to anyone who would listen to anyone who didn't want to listen just fucking screaming and yesterday it hit me I figured out what was true and what wasn't it hit me and now all I can do is deal deal or die mothafucka deal or die

so here's the deal my everything here's the deal I cried so much last night, I thought I was breaking I haven't cried that much prob since middle school and I've been through some pretty horrible shit I'm fighting the tears as I write this I've never had that feeling before so I can take care of my work shit and you do what you have to do with sam I will move there mostly for you you will be on my mind but I can't take this feeling so wonderful but knowing that you're here o...

And crying my heart out loud felt so good crying the tears that where locked in a perfect meeting of moments crashed felt so good so now the morning after, a new perspective I swear I'm not broken I will survive says the faggot I will survive as he emulates females but resembles males the line of gender the eternal competition of innies vs outies jesus loves you jesus fucking loves you focus on the inner audience forget about the strange strangers and the in-bar fri...

A good solid cry that's all it was planning on being but something threw it off its ticker an old brown man in an afghanistani suit doing nothing wrong but who can never do anything right analyze this you stranded failure release some sorrow use the humour to pad the pain to comfort your color to comfort this, mothafucka

Me and Him, Me and Him, Me and Him. Gosh do you think about anything else? The Cell Phone has never been a greater friend. And being the military boyfriend only gets tougher. I pretend to be a woman to avoid the authorities. But I'm not. 4 months of being nothing but the Z word. I have to play his game, and so much commitment because their life is not normal. They're voluntary slaves for their country. And I am their man. I bear your fucking burden. How much o...