all i ever had. redemption song. these songs of freedom. all i ever knew. The Married Man with 2 kids kept on looking at me from across the bar. He's Okinawan by choice, I'm Okinawan by birth. The fucking Amejo was walking around like she was some good shit. Bitch please, I have more game than you'll ever have. Go straighten your teeth, and dye your hair black bitch. And please, please for the love of God, no more Curry Comments from the fucking Nihonjins. The bar was so beautiful, true ...

I needed to get laid yesterday, and I did. Of course it was with some big white man with pictures of his porky pig looking wife all over the house. But it was good and I didn't have to do much work at all. He wanted me to spend the night, what is he fucking crazy? His Miss Piggy wife was everywhere, the fucker ate my ass out, licked my balls like ice cream, deep throated my cock like a hungry mole all in front of a picture of his wife. But his bed was so comfortable, why does my existence ha...

I need to fuck a gringo so bad this weekend. The need is not even funny. I want to enveloped in a pool of lily white freshness, so my dirt people anxiety fades. My hair is all grown out on my face and on my head. My head looks so fucking third world. I'm thinking if I cut my hair on my face and on my hair to approximately the same level. And trim the hair on my face to look even and balanced. I'll get laid by a gringo. Perhaps I'm addicted to white loving for too many reasons that...

So when I call my man. My heart beats faster, but not out of some incredible passion. It's because I know how uneasy he is. How much he'll never know how to love me the way I want him to. The way I deserve something better, but have never succeceeded in finding better. Men are so fucking retarded, and only if I was attracted to Vagina, i could let them go. Fucker, I guess I have to be there to put him in control. Are you sure your fat dad won't break the fire escape. On the corner. O...

It's so fucking annoying. Go burn yourself in your flame. Why the fuck are you so nelly. Fucking A, you faggot. Get a grip on some masculine reality and stop drinking yourself down a social slide that you're never gonna raise. Your'e never gonna advance on your fucking social ladder that you have no real concept of anyways. Stop telling yourself you're beautiful. Stop lying to yourself, because when you do that, no one has the opp. to correct you. Stop being so annoying you fucking nast...

The world is full of hatred and prejudice. The people who aren't are either uninformed or live in a fantasy world indefinitely.

Ever think of that? Ever think of how it would feel to worship pussy, but your's is dry. Of course you don't have to bleed for nothing anymore. Or maybe your bleeding was for a reason. Maybe you weren't always as gay as you claim to be. Walks in the jappy baby daddy. With that *Kakoi* demeanor. and the 6th graders love him. he:s nice though and maybe he doesn:t know exactly how beautiful he really is. but will my soldier stand for him. who fucking Knows. tonight i swear not to lose con...

Don't hate me because I'm beautiful. Don't hate me because I make more than you. Don't fuck with me, unless you're ready to get fucked. Don't mess with fire, unless you're ready to get burned. Thinking of your drama makes me tired. I don't give a fuck about what you think about me. Just don't fuck with me. Don't even think about it. The "I'm not gay" man flirts like a mistress. I excude my self-confidence in a progressive manner, and I hope it works. I need a fucking muse,...

said the island alcoholic the morning after. I will not get laid for months on this fucking island of nothingness. This island of gringos that I surround myself around. I'm better in the movies I tell myself as I keep my face hair. God that fucking American was so hot. I think about him and I close my eyes. You don't hide it very well. I don't want to hide it. And you're a water sign. Fucking north star. God 6 years of having to deal with the north star. I'm connecting with my Sin...

With your cut body and your moviestar smile. Be my man forever or only for tonight. Make me feel more precious with your presence. Your smile keeps away unhappy thoughts and we can be each other's bitches for the rest of our lives. Why am I such a bitch? Why do I keep on reffering to forever? I keep lying to myself saying that forever is not what I need or want. But I just want to be loved God Damnit. Perhaps thats what this current stream of depression is all about. I'm fucking lon...

aint no sunshine when she's gone. sorry for being so abrasive. you're angry. (i'm angry) run away from me like norah jones wants you to. wait, you're supposed to run away with me. but you keep on running away from me and am i doing something wrong honey? you're making me cry to myself and I don't know where the tears will go today. hopefully they flow to the river and then on to the sea. but they could stay on my skin and become stale. become bitter. and start causing damage. dam...

Men are highly reactionary creatures. Unlike women, who act subtly and slowly to a growing symptom. Men act in extreme ways to small threats and extreme ways to extreme threats. Any threat to their current concept of masuclinity is like a threat to their mere existence.

God I can be so annoying. Fucking Australian looked so good, I've never been attracted to someone with fucked up teeth like that. God I was tripping yesterday. But it felt so good, hanging out with people that you have things in common with. Zetai hafu dane. God thinking about him makes me shiver, he has the shizzle my nizzle. Don't hate appreciate. That was pretty cool last night, ne. Isle of Man. Fucking Brit. Family Mart. He's Welsh, no you're kidding. The Australian with fucke...

you can take the bitch out the ghetto, but you can't take the ghetto out the bitch. I*m the greatest philosopher of all. Paul Hamm is really a whiny bitch. I wonder if he puts out. I:m sick with fever, niggahs loving felt so good. My orafaces pulsate just thinking about it... God that was some good sex. He deserves an award. If I'm thinking about it 2 days later.... it must:ve been really good. He needs to go down in the Guiness Book of World Records or something. I have a crappy ...