Enough of this feeling good of this making me happy of this your cock, my cock making each other happy cock cock a doodle doo writing poems on notes at the bar where you spilll your guts and I sit there and become shy where I tell you not too much, not too little where we drink to our happiness where we hold each other and tell each other we finally got what we fucking deserve drawing pictures talking dirty mocking each other god we're so horrible god we're so annoying t...

When you look at their name and it turns you on When you really don't care what happens as long as you're happy. we fuck with each other in exactly the right way we play with each others mind we play the jealousy card like a fine tuned violin and nothing escapes this duet I got a man in Japan and a dude in tahiti, believe me sweety I got enough to feed the needy are my lines getting old? will he get tired of me. he came out in his glasses yesterday...... how friggin cute. m...

The technical music brings back unnatural memories of drug influenced emotions that bruise the newer sees what the older never could and now I can build on a solid ground comfort me until I can comfort you warm me up with your beauty lets talk about our not so perfect childhoods and let each other know its gonna be okay concentrate on the love the bitter tells me the bitter, the hopeful, perhaps the lost we learn to protect ourselves over and over again we forget to protect our...

Take a Deep Breathe Let the world settle around you. Don't worry about your appearance to the general population. And breathe my presence in. When i hold you, how does it make you feel. Does it make you feel like I'll carry some of your burden. i'm strong enough i promise tell me more beautiful lies than i've ever heard before categorize your affection to something less worth your presence into an obligation winding up and down then she tells me nothing special and reduces...

You're off the Market the drinking soldier tells me in a romantic voice. he amazes me with his simpleness he tells me I'll get bored of him like thats what he wants me to do implant a seed and watch it grow what seeds do I implant he says he'll stay with me as long as I don't leave he is so what I deserve he can teach me what I am really worth he can ultimately bore me his eyes are everywhere except me he says he's only joking but who am I kidding it feels so right it fe...

I couldn't keep it its okay do you feel the self-esteem falling do you feel the worthlessness rising do you feel the boyfriend losing do you feel the anger rising do you feel the no good sex having do you feel the bum becoming do you feel the addiction growing do you feel the sadness compounding do you feel the depression spitting So now I have to find a job where I actually have to do work where I have to impress people i have to keep a self esteem on 2 feet and nothing else ...

You dirty dirty mother fucker I think I fucking love you Where do you get off Where do you get off making an irreversible impression on me how gave you the keys to me Jeep beep beep hugging you is comfort dancing naked with you is hot your words burn and melt me at the same fucking time I cant send this to you because I'm not a boy I can't send this to you because I'm not a girl Can we really go there? Can we go where no body I know has gone before? Can my love fo...

Addicted Wanting to date the mysterious bitch who takes control who lets me lose myself and stand on something else except my own "2 feet" where the people who try to control have no idea what I have on them where I fool myself with every puff or sip and at least no one is telling me what to fucking do edit my pain, but never ever fucking edit my desire I resort to nothing but extinction or so thats what the good looking teenage spokesmodels tell me well guess what you fuckers ...

So tell me something new you filthy --- tell me something old with your bags of gold it doesn't matter they're not christian anyways says the man attempting to be open-minded one slip proved everything I already knew already fucking knew

Waiting for an Answer and what you realize is that life has very few answers a husband/wife is definitely not one of them family most of the time is. Mine is. Imagine if it wasn't. I realize the things I never thought I would. And what I realize is that theres no excuse for the fucker. Let go of the anger sonny boy. I have to let go of mine now. The tears start talking only when you're not there. I wish I didn't have to. But I do. Let you go. (written while waiting for an a...

My sister is down with the program. How funny. She's chill like that. What a predicament I'm in a beatiful man, my sister torn between the two. Gosh I wonder whats gonna win. A beatiful man. God I think I fucking love him. You're my man for now Can't no one else touch you he says Nobody else I dont know what I'm gonna do when you cut your hair he says and the shower love making was so hot and we're so natural together peace

The Sex is Amazing The Chemistry Great The Dialouge Dramatic What's a Man supposed to do? Lets get married tommorow papi. I need to put some emotional breakery on. When we kiss its like our lips are melting butter on fresh pancakes. Not the Microwave Kind. I hold him and everything seems perfect. Including Me. He has baggage from bitches. I have baggage from the stupid motherfucker. the stupid motherfucker that I fucking settled for over and over again. the motherfucker that ...

So I'm a desperate little bitch that needs a man to complete me I need to move forward from that So view them as accesories, not as life partners stop being so dependant on their affection to complete you Get in shape you mother fucker Get in shape Don't give up all your friends for a man Don't give up everything But love is so overwhelming Try to view it from a realistic perspective God he is so beautiful So fucking beautiful

Just live your life in rebellion Fuck Society Fuck Momma Fuck Daddy Fuck God What they told you as an innocent child was wrong. The shit they put into your head fucked you up. And now is your turn to pay those fuckers up. The newly confused consumated couple sits in the corner. Holding to the thin strands of affection they have just created. They sit and compete with the other couples in the restaurant. See who looks at the other ones more. Everyone is trying to break us up-...

So this is my semi bi sporadic annual cleansing ritual where I apologize for the things I cant change where I let you and myself know how thankful I am for your mere presence where I degrade myself and downshift for a while where I take all the horrible things about myself and lay them on a third world clothes line where I let you know how bad I really feel about myself so here we go here we fucking go I'm sorry for talking too much I'm sorry for only speaking dark words I'm sor...