I like being mean to him
and seeing him respond
or just stand still
lets see what kind of response he gives me
I'm at the point where 2 months is enough
like I'm tired of feeling this way
trying to pretend I don't
and in the end still being attached to a man and his fucking superpower employer
hopefully he'll break up with me
or say something really mean so i can break up with him
gosh i need the e-break
but I need a reason
to utilize it
not falling in love with hookers- information given to me by a mutual friend that I was not entitled to that I used against him, I guess that's wrong of me, but I know, and I'm not gonna pretend like it doesn't bother me. he'll probably respond with a one word consolation or some flat word of acceptance, military style. no more military. i'm swearing them off.
say hi to ronny for me- i used a tool he gave me to get that nick name of that fucker. rabih medawar. don't die cry your eye here comes your mother with those two little guys.