I may appear to be free, but I'm just a prisoner of your love
I fly around, jumping from table to table
smiling and cracking jokes
but you're in my heart my beauty
it just hurts so bad, and I'm not a soldier
I'm not a fucking soldier
I'm allowed to cry when I want to
I don't have to follow the golden rule of NEVER CRYING
i'm not a fucking marine
my baby you support me
you believe in me
and you're smitten by me
finally, jesus
finally
two tear drops drop
and I wish you joy and happiness
but above all things I wish you joy
but I want to be selfish
i want to keep you in my arms forever
I'm selfish- you tell me as the yellow lights in the island shack bar glare your hedonistic glow
you smile your middle child smile
and love that you're getting the attention
my baby, your heart has captured mine
and now the control is not ours anymore
are you afraid?