presence

Published on May 26, 2005 By propagandhi In Writing

nothing but your presence soothes me
and your missed phone call from the disadvantaged field wreck my inside
try not to think about it and move on, move up
but my heart is not with me
my heart is gone

over dramatic responses to noramally everyday action
I'm so stupid for missing your phone call
gosh I need to smoothe this pain over
I need to recognize
drinking will not solve the problem
but it sure makes it easier

I love you faggot
I love you so much
i miss you from the field like you miss me
sorry I wasn't there for you today
sorry I failed again
don't think negative thoughts about me
is my agnostic prayer to the whatever may be

a tear drop sneaks towards my pillow and I did not comission its presence
occupying myself has never been such a task
because your memory soothes me still
be safe my heart
be safe my beauty

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