dead end

Published on May 13, 2005 By propagandhi In Writing

i miss you but i can't even talk to you
I can't even attempt try to break up with you and watch you save the relationship
I can't have a break down and sit in relaxation as I see you feel my pain

i want to be infatuated (sp) with someone i can touch
someone I have to prevent myself from being over reaching towards
snail mail sucks and even then I have to be cautious

without regular stimulation, my emotions have no guidance
to me thats whats a relationship is about
listening to your heart, with guidance

natsu no kareshi- summer boyfriend
that's what I need
without a triple layer level of guilt and confusion

can't take this gray existence
this feeling of settling for the current
and forgetting about tommorow
I'm your Kadena Bitch
that's all

Comments

foreverserenity

on May 16, 2005

"I want to be infatuated (sp).."

Spelling is ok here.

I like your play of words: "without regular stimulation, my emotions have no guidance
to me thats whats a relationship is about
listening to your heart, with guidance"

and "summer boyfriend
that's what I need
without a triple layer level of guilt and confusion"

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