Everytime she comes around. Aint no sunshine when she's gone. And she's always gone too long.

Everytime she comes around. Aint no sunshine when she's gone. And she's always gone too long.

I got back to Japan in July and have regained full conversational skills in Japanese. I'm exicted as hell. But my friggin English is slipping. I've read a couple of articles say that it's normal to lose some of your primary language as you gain vocabulary in a secondary one. I hope my brain can hold a couple more, I so want to learn Spanglish. "The trend in Iraq is to transfer anger and responsibility"- CNN September 15, 2004 Bizatch please, that's the story of all fucking humanity.

The Married Man with 2 kids kept on looking at me from across the bar. He's Okinawan by choice, I'm Okinawan by birth. The fucking Amejo was walking around like she was some good shit. Bitch please, I have more game than you'll ever have. Go straighten your teeth, and dye your hair black bitch. And please, please for the love of God, no more Curry Comments from the fucking Nihonjins. The bar was so beautiful, true okinawa style. Ocean people, friendly smiles, wrinkled complexions. It must be ...

The Married Man with 2 kids kept on looking at me from across the bar. He's Okinawan by choice, I'm Okinawan by birth. The fucking Amejo was walking around like she was some good shit. Bitch please, I have more game than you'll ever have. Go straighten your teeth, and dye your hair black bitch. And please, please for the love of God, no more Curry Comments from the fucking Nihonjins. The bar was so beautiful, true okinawa style. Ocean people, friendly smiles, wrinkled complexions. It must be ...

and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm exicted and anxious. This anxiety has to be a physical problem. A chill pill will put me to sleep, the fuckers took away my shit. I'm so anxious and I don't know what to do anymore. this is a journal of someone in the middle of an anxiety attack. no big deal, just eat drink and smoke until you release the tension or have some quick sex. who fucking knows. a chill pill might be the answer, but I don't want to go to sleep. shopping alone is so boring. ...

mama i'm falling in love with a sailor help me i'm such a typical okinawa bitch now just call me chieko i hope this won't have to settle for just another friendship i can't say the word "fat" he has issues with it but i can use the " knock them down, so you can bring them up" technique that's pretty popular nowadays in eastern asian business. now I'm talking nonsense. but he makes me feel all wholesome and fullfilled. fucking men, can't live with them, can't live without them.

consume me because I bring you happiness. consume me like i bring back memories of times not so complicated. like i soothe your feelings of being inadequate. like swallowing my produce adds to your chemistry. turns your psychoactive complications into a smooth mood of blue and green. like being with me makes everything eco-friendly. tell me these things, all though your eyes already have. i hear the paragraph every time you come up for air. everytime you're doing something that you really do...