I like being mean to him and seeing him respond or just stand still lets see what kind of response he gives me I'm at the point where 2 months is enough like I'm tired of feeling this way trying to pretend I don't and in the end still being attached to a man and his fucking superpower employer hopefully he'll break up with me or say something really mean so i can break up with him gosh i need the e-break but I need a reason to utilize it not falling in love with hookers- info...

All speech, action, and behavior are fluctuations of consciousness. All life emerges from, and is sustained in, consciousness. The whole universe is the expression of consciousness. The reality of the universe is one unbounded ocean of consciousness in motion. - Maharishi Mahesh Yogi The opposite of a fact is falsehood, but the opposite of one profound truth may very well be another profound truth. - Niels Bohr Your theory is crazy, but it's not crazy enough to be tr...

there's a difference between liking the abuse and letting the relationship continue "would you fuck her with my dick" says the pimp the fucking pimp that makes my eyes twinkle shit niggah, I got your shorts and your hat one day I'll have your ass your crazy crazy crazy ass okay that was a little strong but so was the way you made me feel honey the drana queen inside of me is fading you look like a local, tells me the world look like a local please neighborhood, screams the...

sup dude, uggh, so I hung out with Michael until 8pm today. "Have you heard him talk?" Gosh at times I just wanted to grab him and make out with him just to shut him the fuck up. At least he has hygiene standards, unlike many of the other anti-social, introverted, straight up wierdo Teachers on Island. and he's really really really smart....... I wonder if he's packing heat? His penis is probably so fresh from underutilization and morally driven behaviour. hope you're doing well...

pop pop flat how i'm feeling right now no strings of being wanted by hunks no physical validation of my sex make me feel wanted with more than your useless battlefield emails i miss you, my portrait princess, you're not here to take care of to excite with my smart words to tease with my playful yet painful experiences "who's gonna take care of you, when I'm gone" you said after the last time we pleased each other your dog tags still hadn't stopped jiggling you tell me faggo...

I may appear to be free, but I'm just a prisoner of your love I fly around, jumping from table to table smiling and cracking jokes but you're in my heart my beauty it just hurts so bad, and I'm not a soldier I'm not a fucking soldier I'm allowed to cry when I want to I don't have to follow the golden rule of NEVER CRYING i'm not a fucking marine my baby you support me you believe in me and you're smitten by me finally, jesus finally t...

I'm a hazard to your sense of security not to your actual security and the webs of the military lifestyle invade my own you're so hot and your cock so beautiful and you're taking a break or leaving forever or ignoring me my insecure child screams for acceptance from the hot soldier that thought I was hot for a minute or so please don't go away I'm overreacting I know but you would make everything okay OPSEC, fucking OPSEC* OPSEC- Operation Security, a term used in...

So What, my man is TDY*** the man I had a crush on before I met him is blossoming in my eyes a victim of the world but not defeated a sensitive caring loving hard worker hurt, but not hurting i asked to make out with you and you gave me the sweetest kiss ever I'm thinking about you the evening after and your heart is fantastic you're adorable papi someone nicer than me, my first thought on love inside a freezing freshman dorm and a lost s...

literally translates into " yes, I understand (from this point forward)" from Japanese. and thats what I got to tell the world Yes, I understand (from this point forward): -people are going to love me or hate me for the same exact reason -only souled samaritans want to bring you up when you're down -that I just may be a souled samaritan -even though I was born with a weaker deck of cards, my journey is not pointless -people born with royal straight flushes create their own problems ...

excuse me if I hurt your feelings I didn't mean to cock block the two southern phrases that are said in any situation who cares if they're true or not jesus I'm in my prime the prime of my mental stability is here and I bathe in the climax of confidence that has made its debut respect me for me and the people actually do and its wonderful

snap back to the reality of your existence realize that you can't stand still forever and that you have to raise your standards I'm growing up removing the racist standards that where planted there by the south never been a victim so I don't have the right tells me the soft-spoken crowds that pretend to sympathize stagnant mess, what I was for so long find some direction good advice, but so hard to realize alone for now, but I need a crutch or so I tell myself I tell the...

baby I'm a little buzzed right now so excuse my flow of emotion. you're beautiful, friggin beautiful every moment spent with you makes me a better person you understand me most of the time and even when you don't you have the decency to pretend like you do I know life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness won't let us be together for too long but you're the benchmark mofo the friggin benchmark, "how you like me now?" baby i wrote you such sweet things in the letters that you w...

and he's still the same asshole that he was when he left nothings changed i scream more insane things to his face because now I know more grow the fuck up billy grow the fuck up you're the hurt little boy that's no ones first priority and you like friends that don't see your heart I fucking believed you had one for a couple of my years me and your fucking mother you stupid cocky self-centered ultimately racist mother fucker please spare me your insanity spare me your cops a...

In the Arms of an Ex that hurt you like a habit in the arms of someone you don't want to villafy in the memories of a beatiful soldier the beautiful soldier that know nothing else 2 unset phone calls and I think of nothing but Iraq This two timing bitch doesn't know how to deal the ex is being nice and I'm a needy bitch I need comfort I need emotion to function interaction says the outkast little faggot boy who would be a cute girl who needs to look for more than acceptance...

so i spent the last year or so screaming out all my theories screaming out how fucked up the world is screaming out my worst fears screaming, fucking screaming screaming what i didn't want to believe screaming things again and again and again to anyone who would listen to anyone who didn't want to listen just fucking screaming and yesterday it hit me I figured out what was true and what wasn't it hit me and now all I can do is deal deal or die mothafucka deal or die